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And life goes on...

Hello, i'm very unexpectedly back here on this derelic space, for more or less the very same reason tt i always come back. Pple who noe me well enuff shld not even need to guess.

How many times has it been since tt very first run in? I dun even tink i can rmb sia... Each and everytime dmg is dealt, and after tt u get nth back. Its like u see a hero with half-life left, den u wanna ambush him, but at the end either he receives help from teammates or by sheer luck u lose the clash and die. Its tt kinda feeling. U give smth, sacrifice smth, but at the end of the day u receive nth back, and u r back to square one. It sux. It really does. I oso cant rmb how many times i've said this.

Who can i blame? At most blame myself, blame it on destiny, but wad use will it do? Tt's y i dun usually blame others for smth.. Nth comes out of it. I noe tt smth went wrong, but i cant specifically pinpt wad, and therefore not able to do anything abt it. Not tt i can do anything even if i did. In the end i can only leave it at tt, and hope tt time heals everything else, which it usually does. I thot i was nv gonna get over the previous one, but i still did. But tt was bcoz we din really get to see each other tt often any more... This one's here to stay for the nxt one year man.

But dun worry, i'm fine. I really am. I'm not sure if its bcoz the intense pain the previous one made me go thru, but i guess it doesnt matter. I'm kinda glad i din really let it progress too far.. As well as having my work here in hall provide a source of distraction from it, or else i'll really see myself as a pitiful nut, like i was one year plus ago.

Oh wells, like i said earlier, life's gotta go on. Juz be glad things din really get too ugly, and tt we're still on such good terms. This will be kept as it is, if possible i wun need to let the other party noe such feeling existed. The both of us wld nv haf really gone v far to begin with. I cld even laugh at myself, seeing how naive i was. Looking on the bright side, this wld save me the trouble of planning a 21st bday surprise lol. Omg i'm such a lazy pig...

And so i'm back to being bobo, which actually makes this worse. Solitude can really haunt a person down, make life so boring and miserable to live. But at this point in time, i can only hope tt i will get to see a new source of light, one which i can really put my heart and soul into and see wad i can be good for, one which really gives me a reason to live. Right now i still got work to finish, i'll slowly tink abt this when all this shit is done.

I guess tt's enuff ranting for now, if u still dunno wad's going on in my life go n bang urself in the wall or smth... no la juz kidding. So glad i still haf this space to write in haha. Alrites i'm tired.. Until nxt time, when i need to use this space for probably the same reason lols.