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Yea it does feel like 2 years ago, ain't it, leaving this space untouched and losing my already sparce viewership. Haha dun worry i got no (valid) reason to go on a long hiatus anymore, n i wun be abandoning this blog anytime soon, yea u haf my word for it. This space has been proven useful, for me at least, and i wun go ditching it for stupid reasons like poor readership. I know nobody visits this space anymore, save for a thankful handful, but at this point in time i honestly dun quite care anymore.

Pple blog for different reasons, some blog to gain as much readership as possible to gain an alternative route to fame; some treat it as a diary, to pen down interesting stuff tt happen in their lives so they can laugh about it in the future; some use it as an alternative means to sending an unspoken message to certain someone (or two), usually hidden somewhere inside. For me, i treat it as an avenue to release excessive thoughts that accumulate in my mind, that unnecessarily affect my mood and cause me to go slightly mental at times. This blog has helped me regain my sanity on numerous occasions, in both good and bad sense, even though i usually always appear so normal and happy. I have my own troubles too, i'm also human, its juz that bcoz of wad i went thru in the past, some things i am not able to juz confide in others about, some things i cannot speak to others of, no matter who. N these things bottled up inside will eventually be too much for me to handle, thus i really need a place to get them all out. Without sound. This space has been useful in tt aspect.

Therefore readership doesnt mean much to me, in fact it be best if no one reads, den i can freely get those troubles out without anyone knowing too much. If tt's the case, den y dun i juz write them down on a notepad or smth and lock it away, confirm no one will find out wad rite? No, coz someone will find it somehow, esp parents, it be even more trouble if they found out n read, its not safe. N anyway i dun really like writing, i prefer typing. Damn i cant debate for nuts, my reasoning is so weak, i feel so dumb lol. Anyway i'm prepared for such situation since i decided to not touch this space for my entire time in NS, i'm talking abt the low viewership.

Arr it doesn't matter. What a whole load of rubbish i juz wrote.

Anyway here's a brief rundown of my life since i left this space. Taiwan and HKG trip rocked!! So fun going overseas with frens, see if i got the energy and money to squeeze one more in during june/july b4 school starts. I finally passed my driving, thnx goodness i dun hafta waste another $150+, but up till now the card hasn't arrived yet, its getting quite frustrating, seriously. CNY sucked this year, for me at least. I'm not referring to things like hongbao cash amts, but the general spirit of CNY has been, diminishing. Its disappointing noe, I dun feel the usual excitement tt i used to get everytime CNY comes, the only consolation is a long weekend, away from work lol. N the screwup at my uncle's hse juz rubs it in lor. Aiya wad to do, juz hope tt things dun get worse every year. N yar i juz concluded i cant gamble on CNYs, i'll juz lose big time, it happened every year.

I'm tinking of quitting my job. Yisheng's relief teaching stint sounds v fun.

well tt's all for now, i noe its been a rather shitty entry, but well, i'm feelin rather shitty now, so i guess it suits. Cya nxt time.

It has seriously been a serious waste of serious time. i cant believe i let this happen. damn