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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

sian...

Sian... the one month holiday din feel like one month... it felt more like... i dunno, two weeks? Aiya it felt fast jiu shi le la... and i miss the sec and pri sch days tt were during this period. Bcoz during tt time in dis period, our exams were over... Mid-year onli la, bud big enuff... At tt time, the hols were really vacation for us... can play for the whole period of the one month... Altho got holiday hw, bud everyone will juz heck, so yar, tt time v fun... Den now in jc, holiday = study break, inofficial... bcoz common test after hols... and got maths s on fri summore... shld haf dropped it when i had the chance, bud now... yar nvm juz live with it...

Acherlli i shldn't be complaining la... the non jc pple will be saying wad, so gd got hols can hao hao study... well i guess having ct's after hols is better ba... bud i'm complaining bcoz i feel guilty... apparently the usual stuff is happening, last week of hols den start piaing... budden i not even considered piaing now... everyday is study 2 hrs onli... oh no... and is less than one week to ct's... oh no... i noe its my fault, i shld haf controlled myself... bud at home is really v distracting la... and den plus physix dun haf practice paper, chem dun haf practise paper... memorising notes wun work, i tried b4 le... wad am i to do... haiz...

i tink i try mugging in kap for one whole day la... it seems to be v effective for some pple... sounds not bad as well... maybe i try tt tml...

kyo burning with a fist of Neverdiminishing Flames...@11:06 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005

there's juz no esc...

Haiz... Bad days. Forever a part of life. Juz like death. Or puberty. Or aging. All stepping stones in the journey of life. They juz have to happen sooner or later. And there's no end to it, until the end of life. It juz happens every now and then, and it happened today. Of cuz i'm complaining abt it, bud its notas if there was anyting i could haf done to prevent it, or as if complaining abt it here will make things better... ok la it does make me feel ABIT better, bud yar... today, was not tt serious, i've had much worse days than today b4... bud was enough to make me complain abt it now, at the very end of the day.

acherlli a lot of small small trivial stuff added up to bcome dis bad day la, so i wun talk abt them, i'll juz talk abt... wad i wan to talk abt lor...

today went ns med checkup... i left hse on schedule la, budden my plan was to leave hse, haf lumch at hawker centre den proceed to cmpb de, i had the time all planned out liaoz... budden the auntie at the stall there take soooo long to serve my order... maybe it was lumch time la, she abit busier than usual, or maybe she forgot my order... bud the thing juz took a v long time to come to me... ya one of the small trivial stuff to add to a bad day... anyway so i arrived at cmpb late. den followed their instructions thruout the afternnon lor... fill up questionnare, den to urine test, pee on some plastic strip den will change colour de... gross.. den blood test, they din use syringe la, juz poke 2 holes on the tip of middle finger, den use tube and capillary action to suck my blood up... ooo... den go dental check, hear the dentist say some chim chim stuff, den go ENT, test audio... den go there listen to monotones, den raise up left or right hand according to the sound... felt like an idiot la basically, den go eye check, juz some basic stuff, like visiting optometrist liddat... den go x-ray, wa the equipment damn nice sia, bud i felt scared, dunno y... ar den go medical liaoz, check all the remaining stuff. den while i was waiting for the ecg, some admin guy at the counter using the com there den play music, bud bcoz he was indian (no i'm not being racist here), he was playing some weird indian music on the com la... and it was quite loud.. and it got quite irritating. And to make matters worse he was singing along with it... sian...another small trivial matter... den so happened on tt day there was onli one doctor in the consultation rm doing the med checkup... so it was like, one person arnd 10-15 min liddat... den ended up i waited till arnd 4.30 den my turn... den i tink the doc oso sianz liaoz, i went in den he,"ok, got any problems?" den i," no dun haf". Den he,"got anyting u wan to report?" "no dun haf." "Everyting normal ar?" "yar normal normal.." den he, aiya anyting la, give u pes A la... den he juz check here check there abit, den yar, over. Less than 5 min. Others more than 10 min. Wonderful. Honestly, thruout the whole thing hor, 85% of the time is i spend waiting leh... acherlli i noe the others oso the same la... budden it juz makes me bei song... abit onli la.. den bcoz its already 4.30 den the com labs close liaoz, so hafta go back another day to do the IQ tests... sian...

Initially planned to go holland v there meet up with tham and jon and honda... den honda dunno y pang seh us, jon oso realise he got smth on, so andy and i cancelled it.. den tham damn pissed la... i oso quite pissed... in the end went with andy go adam hawker there eat dinner, den went to heeran meet up with 6h they all... realised they were eating at billy bombers... and the food smelled gd... kinda regretted eating at hawker, until i saw the price... den in the end after the dinner everyone went home... so i was like... great, i come all the way to town juz to watch them eat and go home... and i went home alone summore... when i reached my block downstairs juz now realli wanted to grab a drink man... bud yar... no 7-11 in the vicinity...

anyway tml is guitar camp, hope everyting will turn out fine, hope tml will turn out much better than today... haiz...

kyo burning with a fist of Neverdiminishing Flames...@11:41 PM