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eh cannot la... These few days i been sleeping quite late, er.. late as in its considered late bcoz its exam period for me. Its like arnd 1.30+ am den i fall asleep... Burning midnight oil wun work, i noe, bud all the time is i complete my revision le den i realise its 12 smth 1am liaoz... and den i dun feel sleepy at all. Sumtimes its bcoz i playing maple... oops... bud tt's onli on certain occasions... Den i'll like toss and turn in bed for 1/2 to 1hr liddat, hoping tt i'll sleep, and end up i get like 4-5 hrs slp b4 the paper. Like today lor, wake up feeling giddy, puked a bit of acid out, den come sch with eyes half open, mind groggy groggy de... not a gd feeling. Bud i was still relatively awake during the paper la, maybe its the aircon... Yar to everyone out there, do get ur good night's rest b4 each paper(s) for the day.

One more thing i've learnt to do during exams, maybe some of u r doing it already, bud juz take it as a tip... For structured or essay qns papers, always take abt 1 min off the time at the start to look thru the qns in the qn paper, take note of the qns tt r simple or u r confident abt doing, and juz do these qns first. Dun hafta do the qns in sequential order, juz ensure tt u get the maximum marks tt u ought to get out of the paper, bcoz u might juz haf not enuff time to complete the paper, and if u do the qns sequentially, and the simplest qns is the last qn, u'll juz feel like killing urself for not being able to secure the marks tt u shld haf gotten. I made this mistake twice within these few days of prelims, and i juz feel like smashing the tables after they collected the scripts sia.

Yesterday Chem paper 3, i starting went to do food chem first, coz i studied tt the most, and den did the rest in sequential order, i.e 1-8 liddat. Den i din haf time to do qn 8, left it completely blank, the teacher yelled stop writing, n when they were collecting i took a gd look at the qn... and realised it was so f***ing easy. I immediately could think up of all the answers to the qn lor, if i had the time to write the ans down it wld take abt 5 min to complete tt qn lor. It was free 10 marks leh!! Kaoz i felt so cheated lor... grrr...

Today MC paper tt time oso almost the same thing happened. The last qn was pretty easy, for a cuboid the angles they ask for r rather easy to spot. And it was 12 marks. And i was left with 5-7 min to complete it. Managed to solve the first part quite easily, den i read the qn, had the strategy planned out liaoz, confident i could get an ans out, den b4 i could write aniting the teacher yell stop writing... -.-'"... i juz feel tt i'm not doing justice to the thoughts and strategies in my head la, they presented themselves so well to me, yet they were wasted juz like tt bcoz i din do them first... Yes its a terrible feeling, do not make the same mistakes as me plz. This thing din occur for FM paper tho,the qns were all v tough, no thots clearly presented in my head...

Tml physix paper 1 n 2 hafta strive for the A liaoz, during last common test my physix grade miraculously jumped from an E to a B, den i told myself muz continually push for the A, so tml will see if there's hope for me to get the first A grade in my entire jc life... lolx...

Giving up someone u love, b4 letting her noe ur feelings, is a veri tragic thing to do. Bud it has to happen...