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I've been feeling extremely tired these few days... Cannot get up in the morning, even if i do, which i eventually did, i feel damn giddy leh... smth tells me its exhaustion, bud i havent been doing anyting tt strenuous wad... rite? Budden hor, these few days after i come back from sch, i did smth which i quite disliked and havent been doing for god noes how many years... i slept in the afternoon. All u pple may tink chey, we do tt all the time... Bud its juz me, i tink napping in the afternoon is quite a waste of time. Bud these few days i come home, remove lenses and den juz plop on the bed and slp till 7. Den i'll feel like crap when i wake up. Haiz...

Wednesday we had best practices. Guitar grp thot of putting up performance, in the end it was juz sanji rf and i performing. And the thing was, we realized the best practices was on 13th july onli last thursday... B4 tt we were totally unprepared. Totally. I tink it was our record... preparing for the gig 5 days b4 it. Previously it was 2 weeks, now its 5 days... Rite... And as usual a lot of things cock up... kk refusing to perform, finding distortion paddle, getting performance venue, securing equipment... and on the day itself, we realise there was no drumset. -.-'"... After all tt we jammed for den come n tell us no drumset... so bo bian, hafta make do w/o the drums, which was quite fine with us, den i can play guitar... Den we onli plugged everyting in onli minutes b4 the actual performance, and there was NO stage crew to help us with the amp, there was NO tech run prior to this performance, and we were given NO time to do a proper sound check. Oh and the venue was in the hall, and when it was our turn to perform, the curtains weren't drawn, so basically everyone was watching while we shifted the amp to the middle of the stage, untangled all the wires, did a very rushed sound check on stage and fumble all the way. Very embarassing indeed. Den in the end sanji's solo came out the output was very noisy, i couldnt hear the melody and it sounded like a total mess. Honestly it really was our worst performance ever in our entire JC life, even worst den the first one. The 3 of us were like f***ing pissed after the show. The only thing gd was tt we din screw up our parts, bud the lack of everything tt should be there in a proper gig was enuff to ruin the whole thing. Wad's the use of playing well when the audience cant even make out wad u r playing? Not bcoz our piece was hard to understand, its a ballad for goodness sake, bud bcoz we weren't given the time and place to do a proper sound check, to ensure the volumes and gains are of the appropriate level, if not it would haf been quite a gd performance. So far other than the teacher's day performance, none of our gigs haf been successful, and i'm so sick of such minor screw-ups tt affect the flow of the entire thing. It juz angers me whenever i tink of it... Raaaa _("\(;..;)/")_

Immediately after tt had to rush to LT 1 for the handover. And yes am i glad to finally handed over the duties to the juniors. Finally free of all the responsiblities liaoz, not tt it has been a torture or smth, i really had fun as exco member of guitar club, juz tt dis sense of freedom make me so relieved... Bud still my time in the guitar club has definitely been very enjoyable, in fact i enjoyed it the most out of my previous CCA's... So yar i officially have nth to do with guitar club le lolx...

V tired now, bud i still got tutorial to pia. Tink i stop writing le la... muz start work le...

I miss u. A lot. I really do. T.T