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-.-"'... stupid internet connection... one simple disconnection is all it takes to delete one big chunk of blog tt i juz wrote... now i no xin qin to write le la... spoiler leh... i'll try to regurgitate out as much i wrote juz now as possible...

arrr... finally, college day is over sia... wooo... means no more practices for 2 more months... acherlli there's nth to woo abt la, 2 months isnt a long time... bud at least i get to take a break, a long and well deserved break!!! yea... den after tt den start worry abt wad best practices thingy tt every cca is to come up with... its smth the sch started for cca's to showcase wad the cca is gd at... and my cca being performing arts de naturally chose putting up performance... and the eyes landed on me and sanji as usual... eh seriously cant we juz give the other pple a chance at getting some limelight for once, dun everytime got difficult or fanciful pieces den all push to me and sanji to handle leh, honestly speaking we are quite tired of it leh...

anyway tt's the reason for the big delay in update of this blog... almost everyday is stay up till v late in sch den come home damn bloody tired, no mood to blog... stay in sch if not rehearsal den is practice the "brazilian street dance", not the dance bud the song... its the title of our 2nd piece... and its a damn funky song, so glad we were playing tt song over blackbird for college day... den almost everyday is prac from 4+ to arnd 7+, until the uncle come and chase us out of the container den end prac... den reach home bathe, eat v late dinner den is sleep le... den tutorials oso nv quite done much... is muz during the break from after lesson to b4 prac tt time den can do tutorials... so these few days realli v tiring... bud braziliance street dance is really a v nice song to play... the bass run is damn funky la...

today woke up atarnd 10 smth, juz enuff time to catch pokemon... den watch all the way till 12... slack arnd a bit and left at 1 smth for lumch... den go sch... den in container 5 hrs b4 the performance we ran thru the songs a bit, den dunno y got 2 hr interval, den juz nice today wh got bring the russel peters video, so the few of us stayed in the container to watch the clip on sally's laptop... and after all this time its still damn funny lolx... went down to canteen to get smth to eat, budden rmbed tt our wallets with ms ng, so no money, ended up sitting on the steps near link way and waiting for pple to come and lend us money haha... saw mori and her frenz walking arnd and she came over and tok cock for a while... and in the end still nv pass her the stuff -.-"'... went back to container at arnd 6 smth, den changed and rushed off for our performance... i heard from some pple in the audience tt our performance was gd... er gd as in they couldnt spot any errors or glitches in the pieces... other than sanji's glitch in the solo... lolx... and the 2nd piece was quite well done... so yay... bud on my part i noe... i screwed the ending solo up.. bud they couldnt hear anyting wrong... so nvm den... overall the 2 songs were quite gd la... juz tt the both of us screwed our solos and juz tt they could hear sanji's error bud not mine... haha *points at sanji* haha... bud yar i'm still glad its over now...

haiz... i look arnd me... everyone got partner liaoz... and i'm here so lonely... i noe such things is cannot rush one la... budden juz tinking of it makes me feel so... hopeless... i feel like such a loser lor... cant seem succeed in tt aspect of life... and i thot life is starting to pick up for me... in the end i'm still struggling in this darkness... haiz...

anyway today is a gd day, until the blog got deleted juz now... juz now's entry was a bit longer than dis lor... bud yar... bbyez