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I realise hor, all my previous blog entries have been opening with a weather report of the day. And i haf no idea y i do tt, it juz happen to be the first thing on my mind when i start blogging. Today it shall be the same, bud it'll be brief dun worry... Today we yet again witness nature's marvels at changing the weather as if a druid's controlling it... Morning was still normal, fair amt of cloud cover... PE tt time minimal cloud cover, friggin hot... 3 hours later u can hear the thunder roaring frighteningly clearly even in the LT, like around 5 or 6 times in a min. den now v cold... k end of weather report

Today i felt v tired... or rather juz now b4 my shower i felt v tired. I seriously dunno y, its not as if today's pe v tough... bud i juz felt like slping. Aniwae juz now during guitar prac our prac ended like arnd 5.30, den the remaining time kaiyun told us to restring our guitar. We couldn't find the requinto strings, they juz disappeared from the kage, so we couldn't restring the requintos. So Sanji rf and i were helping pple restring their guitars, acherlli is juz me and sanji, rf doesn't give a damn. Den at the end of the session i discovered a big blister on my right middle finger, which means i cant play properly for the next few weeks... sian i hope dis blister drops off by 27th....

Sometimes i realli juz feel as if God is out to make fun of me... Everytime i make a resolution to achieve smth, smth else juz HAS to cock up and get in my way. Even a simple wish like wanting to get out my dark side and feel happy oso MUZ haf smth to pull me back down... I'm almost veri sure tt she has a bf liaoz... saw smth today tt almost confirmed my speculation. I keep saying almost bcoz firstly, i dun tink i shld make definite conclusions until either there is really sufficient evidence to prove my pt or i hear it from her herself; secondly i wan give myself a tiny bit of hope; thirdly i realli not tt sure ma... Bud it was enuff to leave me devastated for the rest of the day. And tt brought me back into the abyss of darkness tt's inside me... looks like i realli hafta fly to maldives to realli forget abt her... haiz...

My thigh muscles are aching... my heart is aching even more...