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Looks like i was wrong... it din vaporise... it came out as one solid piece... i dunno how i did it in the past... omg y am i writing abt dis...

today was a normal sunday... the one which i din do any work. I basically classified my sundays into 2 types: one which i mugged, or at least tried to mug, the whole day, staying at home, in front of com; ant the one which i went out the whole day, with frens or with... frens, or juz played the whole day and dun get any work done. 60% of my sundays haf been the second type, and today was no exception. Not tt i finished all of my work mind u, i'm not as mugger as mad, juz tt i feel i haf done *sufficient* to make me not die until so nan kan the next day... sian i really slack sia...

Today woke up at arnd 10, wanted to slp more, bud my father being addicted to the com which is in my rm, came in and started making a lot of noise... so i no choice bud to wake up. Washed up and den sat in front of the TV watching cartoons until 1 pm, den got rdy go visit grandfather's grave. It's qing ming today yar... so went to some thai association *or so it says* there and met up with my relatives and cousins. Though the experience wasn't as enriching and eventful as wenhao's, bud i still felt a sense of nostalgia as i climb up tt flight of stairs and saw the "cubicle" where my grandfather's urn is located. The last time i went there was dunno how many eons ago le... tt time i rmb it was quite torturous bcoz the whole place was filled with incense smoke... den my eyes hurt a lot... this year i tink bcoz we went in the afternoon, den not tt many pple, so the air was much clearer.

Stoned at the temple (with the pilots, if u get the joke, nvm if u dun) for a while, den went over to andrew's hse to fix up his com. Went there and after arnd 1 and half hrs, still cant install Frozen Throne, den he quite disappointed. Sorry bro, i tink is smth wrong with the CD, so...dun sad yar. Den figured tt we waste too much time waiting for the com to load, and looking at the CJ chio bu's from his yearbk. Gosh CJ 2004 batch got so many more chio bu's than NJ sia... oops... bud yar..

Den went over to PS to look for mori's present, with absolutely nth in mind, as in havent decided wad to get. Was looking for smth simple yet meaningful, oso not too ex. Andy suggested getting a veh cute keychain from a shop at esplanade there, budden went there and found tt the shop dun haf anymore of tt design liaoz... sian... in the end got her smth else, hope she'll like it. Still dunno whether to go for her bdae party... if i go i'll be quite awkward there, coz down there all her frenz i dunno , den i'll be alone there... and its at pasir ris i tink... budden i dun go den i dunno how to pass her her present, and she'll be disappointed... hmmm...

I keep on trying to forget abt her, bud she juz keeps appearing in my mind, in my fantasies, in my dreams... and den i wld juz get so sian diao. Juz now on the bus on the way back i was reminded of the happy times i had with her, the sweetness i felt at tt time... and tt onli means one ting... tt i havent gotten out of this darkness. Now i tink my main goal in life is not to get her, bud to get over her. I'm pretty convinced she has a bf liaoz, so i shldn't interfere in her life anymore and juz get on with my own life, and anyway the 2 of us weren't meant to be, so y force it. So now shld juz get over her, for my own happiness, for her happiness, so tt i can get out of this darkness without having to go maldives...

I realli wish to be like the maldives pple... i really do